Change is good...verse/poem)

So im sitting here and my minds got to thinking
How come you ain't come to kick it since I quit drinking?
Your gonna say i'm trippin but for real wheres the love
Is it because I flushed the drugs and stopped smoking the buds
My phones no longer flashing, you aint tryna holla at me
Cause instead of thigh high now my skirts are cut below the knee
You steady say i've changed, why? cause I ain't down to fight,
Them silly little girls still calling your house at night
Cause I don't wanna give it to you quick like i used too
Cause I refuse to hide the stash when them red lights flash through.
Cause i'm not willing to have your "homeboys" in my house
Not putting up with guns and stacks hiding under the couch
Cause I've always refused to set foot on a corner
Cause I'm not gonna be your slave girl any longer?
Cause my lips ain't slicked in bright red colour
My shoulders aren't cut bare in a sleezy little haulter
Oh now you ashamed to tell your boys im your misses,
Cause now I wanna ride clean, steady studying scriptures
Cause I hate it when you cuss, i'm not one to speak profanity
Cause i'm not embarrased to preach to those caught up in vanity.
I once was a girl all about worldly things
Never caring about consequences my actions were bound to bring
Now I realize that theres a higher calling,
Its not all about chains, fame, money and balling.
What you make of yourself here on earth is just for fun,
Just be sure your conscience is clear when your times done
What you do with your time in this world is all a test
The real judgement begins when we be laid to rest.