Thu, Mar 12, 2015 at 1:48 PM
HAPPY PUERTO RICAN DAY PARADE IN NYC!!!
Last night was poppin. Bar Mitzvah for the cutest little boy...I swear I'm obsessed with children. They're so cute and so smart and so pure and so honest. I love seeing children dance. haha! They're just like in their own little worlds, not a care in the world. I always want to baby them but they look at me like I'm crazy cuz in their precious little minds they're already like an adult or something. bwah! The children last night really melted my heart. After the performance, I went to a different room and got to speak to them and take some "selfies" with them...the boy of the night had an older sister who was such a barb. Her and her friends were so much fun. They were asking me about going to the Performing Arts HS in NY. They thought that was like the coolest thing in the world. awwwwww. So I drilled all of them about staying in school (just like I do to you guys) and eventually we made our way to Club Amnesia. Great weather in NY. I'm rlly loving this. The club was soooooo much funnnnnn!!!! Like the energy of the ppl was so sweet. They showed so much love and let me act the fool on the balcony. I loved that they were enjoying themselves. Sometimes I go to clubs and ppl just stand in one place and stare. Its the weirdest thing. Like, why'd you come to the club? lol. The only time u get a pass is if you're a girl with heels on and u got the "my feet are killin me bitch!" look on ya face. ha! Chile i can RELATE hunty!!! Yea, but Thembi and Candice came. Some goons too. They were smokin hookah but not I said the Captain! The DJ'S were giving me LIFE!!! The DJ who played b4 Envy was poppin as fuk. yall woulda went BUCK over his nicki mix. Like BAYBEH, he did that shit so effortlessly. Dat nigga made me like songs i ain't NEVA liked! hahaha! think his name was triple X or smthn like that. He was cute. SELF, ENVY, SUPERSTARJAY, all the NY dj's were in there fuckin shit up! When ENVY started playing reggae>>>>>>>>>
but yea, Ihop was definitely raided after all dat. Thembi said when we get back to LA she's gonna run with me as a part of my "fictional" daily cardio routine. I said ummm, run? Da kid don't 'run' hunty...da kid might do a "speed walk" but run around that park? idk, lemme think about it. If only I could master that...I really admire ppl with discipline to excercise. And daily at that! So I'm really going to try to get back in the hang of it. I just don't like gyms. So thembi said that walking outside may be what I need to lose the negative gym thoughts. I agree. We were saying how much we walked in HS without even noticing it. The walk to the train alone was cardio. And in elementary school and JHS, we'd have to either walk to school, walk to the bus, etc. Now I don't walk anywhere. That's gotta change. *looks outside* maybe tomorrow...
hahhhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! no, i'm rlly about to go out in a disguise and walk around the city. this shld be fun. wish me luck barbarellaz!!!!!!
Welp! what's the moral of this story? It's never too late to lace up your sneakers, go out into the world and RUN!...even if its only speed walking at first. Its out there! It's always there! Waiting for you to get serious and give it your all. Sometimes your mind will tell you that you haven't don't something in so long, u might as well just give up for good. But that's the spirit of defeat talking. The winning spirit says GO ON! Stop procastinating! Stop being afraid to fail! Stop giving yourself a million reasons why you can't do this! You CAN and you WILL. Do you hear me!?!!?!?! I said you CAN and you WILL!!!!!!!!!!
Love you forever. And forever, I'll love u. Keep a smile on that pretty little face today and give God the glory. XO