Wed, Dec 29, 2010 at 10:49 PM
LOVE!!! TRUE LOVE!!!
I miss him, want him, and love him. This is how I feel about the one that I love. He is the one that I feel is sent from above. Once I had him in my life and at first he was doing everything right. Than that all stoped as fast as a tick goes to a tock. I never stoped loving him and I feel as if I never will. There were times when I felt as his love wasn't true because of every little thing that he would do...but in the back of my mind and deep in my heart I knew the way he felt about me. There were even time when I would feel like this can't be true me loving you but you would do something to make me know that it was true. There were many nights where I would cry myself to sleep because I felt as if you didn't love me. Now we don't talk and its eatting me alive...I miss you so much that it makes me cry and sometimes I even feel me die inside. Without you was been really hard on me...if only I held on a little longer maybe I would be in this state that I'm in now...but you know what...I'll do it all over again. In order to love you have to be willin to be hurt. But in order to be loved that comes easy as cake. Now everybody know how much I actually love you...but tell me can they say the same about you???