Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 6:12 PM
THINGS IN LIFE SEEM FAR FROM REACH.
You do alot of things to get people's attention and you do alot of things to try to fix situations that you wish that can go back to normal. You sometimes might be so mad you hate yourself for doing or being who your not.
You get tired of the same feeling of the same thing repeated over and over and you think your gonna learn from your mistake but yet you start another fire. You feel like your the weakest person and every song or thing reminds you of how much of a bad person you feel or how mad you really are. I RT alot of quotes on twitter because that's how i feel when i don't feel like talking about it i go and can sit for 30 mins RT'ing quotes, but once those quotes are not there no more i feel the anger coming back. you talk about it with friends and it never seems to work out, and some really don't understand. Life is hard, is what you make it and its where you grow from it. I write because this once blank page is the only one that listens and submits it all in. You get tired of settling i made up my mind if im wrong i am right, The perspective that people want me to feel happy or pray about it, sometimes they need to shut up about it. Prayers help in so many ways, so why don't you stop the situation your in and then pray to god that your strong enough to stay away from it. I write to let out stress because if i talk i yell and if i yell i make mistakes. Never give up on something that is worth the time, but if your always have that same feeling then that things is not for you. Don't make permanents decisions on temporary thoughts and feelings. I don't give myself advice because to me it's not the same you need an outsiders point of view someone that dosen't know how you feel, but can understand what your going through.
- People will hate you, rate you, break you, and shake you. How strong you stand is what makes you.
-When something bad happens, you have 3 choices, you can either let it define you, destroy you, or let it strengthen you.