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Every day I wear a smile,
And slip on a coat of confidence
That only I know doesn't really exist.

I remember the good times,
And ignore the bad ones
I wash my heart of all the pain
That constantly eats away my joy.

Only I can see the tears that flowed so rapidly
All the blood that was spilled,
And the lesions that formed
From the cuts on my battered soul,

But I can't afford to let others see
The aching pain inside of me

And when the pain I hide
Manage to slip past the walls that I've built,
I quickly pretend it never happened
And pretend every things normal

Every day of my life is becoming a lie
Cause I refuse to let anyone in
They wouldn't understand,
Or would they truly care about it,

So I just wear a smile,
And slip on a coat of confidence
Cause I know that's all i got