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I thought I was free from all the broken promises and other things that hurt my feelings. I hate how I tried so hard to keep this relationship strong. Everytime I think about you, is why did I have to fall for you so bad? I guess boys&girls are both the same.. None is better than the other. I thought it was going to be easy to be in a relationship with you, I guess I was wrong. A little situation is better hidden than said, but is there trust in that relationship if even little things are hidden like that? I thought you would understand the pain of someone hurting you. It hurts because the person can touch you, but I can't I can't do anything back to hurt you, i'm not the type of person to do that. It seems right and wrong to let go but I know there's going to be after effects like a punishment for me to suffer in heart ache. I'm scared your going to hurt me again. But it's the first mistake and possibly the last. When after this if you promise you won't do it again I don't even think I can trust you as much as I did at the beginning. Sorry i'm difficult but this is how I am.. I've been through this before. I see how things change over one thing. I just feel sick. :| *leaves*