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I've noticed that when I want something I fight for it, like I never give up. Like friendships, relationships, education, arguments etc.
Like if I completely give up I know it's not worth it anymore and there are better things/people out there for me to look forward to. Like I would do ANYTHING to make ANYTHING work no matter what it is. But I noticed fighting for what I want all the time can be a waste of time people/things can let you down and not notice that you've been fighting for it and they didn't notice anything about it. :// Then sometimes I look back and wonder @ relationships and friendships in the past and cringeeee like why did I spend so much time with that person and fight for them and I get nothing in the end >_ this probably is mixed by with random stuff but I understand is all that matters :)