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Wed, Oct 26, 2011 at 4:31 PM

WHEN LIFE THROWS YOU HAMMERS... BUILD A H O U S E ! :-/

DEAR #TM ,

WHATS UP ? ...THIS STUD MUFFIN REALLY NEEDS TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS PLATFORM WE HAVE HERE AT MYPINKFRIDAY.COM. I JUST FEEL THE NEED TO VENT... JUST A LIL DOE. I'M AT A POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE ALMOST EVERY ELEMENT OF IT IS VERY NEAR PERFECT. ANY ISSUES/PROBLEM/OBSTACLES OR TRIUMPHS THAT TRY TO PRESENT ITSELF IN MY PRESENCE I BOLDLY OVER LOOK THEM BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN GOD & I FEEL LIKE IF I KEEP MY FAITH IN HIM STRONG AND TRUE THEN HE'LL TRULY SAVE THE DAY AND OR SHOW & PROVE IN A WAY THAT ONLY HE CAN THAT AT THE MOMENT, WHATEVER I MAY THINK IS MAJOR IS ABSOLUTELY MINOR IN THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN. NOTHING REALLY PHASES ME THESE DAYS... THAT'S MOSTLY BECAUSE I'M NOT SURPRISED BY MUCH THAT HAPPENS IN LIFE NOW BUT TO BE HONEST MY FRIENDSHIPS & RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE WHO I CONSIDER TO BE MUCH MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND HAVE BEEN (FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD) SUFFERING! MAYBE IT IS, ME... I JUST DON'T GET IT WHY IS IT AGAIN THAT EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE CANT BE PERFECT ??? I HAVE A LOT GOING FOR MYSELF & I'M A CONTINUOUS, BLOSSOMING, "WORK IN PROGRESS" BUT THE ONES I FIND IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO SHARE MY WORLD WITH DON'T SEEM TO THINK MUCH OF ME OR THAT I'M EVEN WORTH ANY OF THEIR TIME. I'M NOT PLAYING VICTIM; I KNOW I'M NOT WITH OUT FLAWS I HURT PEOPLE WITH MY WORDS & SOMETIMES SELFISH BEHAVIOR(BOTH INTENTIONALLY & UNINTENTIONALLY) SO I CANT SAY THESE PEOPLE ARE COMPLETELY AT FAULT. WHAT I WILL SAY HOWEVER IS THAT I FEEL AS THOUGH I'M ALWAYS THE ONE TRYING TO MOVE FORWARD/PAST THE ISSUES + FIX WHATEVER WE CAN AGREE ON AS BEING "WRONG" BUT DAMN WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN N O T H I N G YOU SAY, DO, OR ASK FORGIVENESS FOR CAN CHANGE A PERSON'S VIEW POINT OF YOU [FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER] ? ...MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STOP NOW, WONT GIVE U GOOD PEOPLE TOO MUCH, I'LL POST A FOLLOW UP THOUGH, IF NO ONE READS THIS ITS FINE JUST TO PUT THIS OUT IN THE UNIVERSE IS ENOUGH FOR ME, BUT IF SOME ONE DOES READ THIS I WANNA SAY THANK YOU ! & FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ANY COMMENTS !! #luv

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