Wed, Jun 15, 2011 at 12:58 PM
HoW tO lOvE
I would just like to say “ How to love” by Mr. Carter, is the best song eva! I can relate to this song to much. The “ crook” that stole my heart was my ex (Tristan). I never found out how to really love. I mean yes I loved him but not the right way, I shouldn’t have loved him after everything he has done to me and put me through. It was the wrong kind of love. “Now you in the corner tryna put it together”, cause I felt like we could have worked things out, but it was probably for the best we didn’t.
“So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder”
He made me feel like I wasn’t pretty. So yes I am insecure when guys look at me. Guys tell me I am beautiful but I just cant see what they see. I was always worried about his life, not mine.
I really wish I could stop thinking about him, he treated me like shit , so why do I freaking care?
I also don’t get how he could move on in 2 weeks and be with another girl, when we dated for 4 years.