-she; is simple yet complicated. quiet, but gets her point a c r o s s. goofy as ever, but soo serious. she love's to make you laugh, but hate's to not be taken serious. short as ever but walks as if she's the tallest one in the room. she; is talking in third person, when she can simply keep it straight - lol. like i told you, im simple, but way too complicated. & im always trying to change for the better ( from what i know ) every day. ive been in and out of bad relationships & situations for the past year or so, going down the list of the ones that love me & love to hate me. yes, this list may have gone from 20 down to 4, but those 4 people build me up way more than that 20 ever could. im the type of girl - scratch that, woman.. that has to go through things in order to fully understand it, as does any one else i'd imagine, except unlike naive people.. i decided to learn from those experiences. why? because i always realized karma? -you know the rest.. imean; i'm human, i'm a young woman growing up in an industry where the smallest thing can be viewed in a million ways, 9,999.1 of those ways - being the negative one's. so i take it upon myself to do my best to be that e x a m p l e, the one who understands it's hard being misunderstood, but its even harder trying to force someone to understand. im me, well im me in process, while growing.. in faith, in god. i will trip.. i might scrape my knee as i've learned,buhdd ive qotten right back uhpp. haha; sheesh im complicated yoo. ummm ( looks up) ..i guess, if (i) could decribe myself in one word..? it'd be - s i m p l y c o m l i c a t e d . but never will i complain for the downfalls or the knock-downs; behind that smile i have every once in a while when i actually recognize a bad thing; & instead of question it, i chose to walk away from it.-DOLL;
Mon, Dec 13, 2010 at 3:25 PM
- Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake, but you are not supposed to question adults or your coach or your teacher. Because they make the rules. Maybe they know the best . . . or maybe they don't. It all depends on who you come and where they come from. Didn’t at least one of the six hundred guys think of g i v i n g...