Mon, Mar 12, 2012 at 2:22 AM
This is my first blog ever. To sum up the 20 years of my life so far, it's like I've been under a great huge big scary rock, where it's all dark, and suddenly it's been lifted off me and I've got all this freedom, it's like I can see again. But because that rock has been on me for my whole life, as much as I didn't like it most of the time, I kind of miss it as well. I've now got all this freedom, and I'm not quite sure what to do with it, and how to manage it. To have a paranoid life full of worry from the day you were born, to have it just dissapear one day, forever, is actually quite hard to deal with...even though it's all I've ever wanted.