Fri, Mar 25, 2011 at 8:20 PM

Someone Please Save Me

It's starting back again with the hurt, the guilt, the self resentment, everything. I haven't felt like this since 5th grade. Trying to block out the pain only makes it worse. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about it like before. The hitting and teasing has started also. People telling me to stick up for myself doesn't help at all. I always feel like I'm about to cry but can't. Almost like I'm not allowed to cry for some reason. Sometimes I want to just crawl into a box and never come out again. I wish to be alone...

  1. _FaithInMINAJ avatar

    On Sat, Apr 30, 2011 at 12:56 PM, _FaithInMINAJ said:

    Thank you soo much barb! That really helped me alot

  2. NOTHINGHERE avatar

    On Sun, Apr 17, 2011 at 2:49 PM, NOTHINGHERE said:

    AWWW poor ladybug i know how u feel sometimes i feel like crying and i try 2 hold it in but i don't i feel like it's better 2 let it all out instead of keeping my emotions bottled up.Sometimes people can be so cruel and just down right iggnorant. At times i feel left out and sometimes like an outcast people started teasing me 2 right around 7th grade and at the time i just let them because i felt like i shouldn't talk back or say what i wanted 2 them. And now that i look back i really regret not standing up 4 myself or saying anything. Im n 10th grade now and i don't get picked on teased or hit( well no 1 has ever hit me) anymore and do u know why it's because i started upholding myself as a strong young lady. I had more confidence in myself, i walk with my head held high, and what people say doesnt phase me anymore. U just have to have you'r mindset and say to yourself "im better than u & im going 2 make something out of my life". Darling u r special u hear me & a beautiful young lady don't let these STRAWBERRY-SHORTCAKE BUM BITCHES!!!! take you'r joy away or tell u other wise because chances r there just jealous because they wish they could be u that's the way i see all my haters :). And please don't think u can't ever talk 2 anyone about your problems talk to a teacher, a counseler, your mom or dad or u can even talk 2 me if u want i know how it can feel to be hurt. And if you r feeling boxed in write in a diary, or do other activties that takes you'r mind off those BUMS!!! draw, dance, sing or like me act LOL!!! and do take up 4 yourself sometimes that scares people away cause they know not 2 mess wit'chu EVER!!! U just gotta keep it moving mama and hold yourself up high on a pedistool & if no1 else listens talk 2 me.

    U r special My Darling don't forget that

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