Thu, May 3, 2012 at 11:50 AM
Why I became a goddamn full-force Nicki Minaj stan!
Now let's move these shitty *stuffs* aside 'cause I'm about to post something truthful.
And ya'll will deal with it 'cause I don't give a flying fuck. "Ya bettah tumble dry, strawberry
shortcakes ova deyr."
So it goes like this...
Let's go a little way back.
Before "Super Bass" became ridiculously mainstream, I already heard it on the first few weeks it came out. It was the first song that I have heard from Nicki Minaj. It never really crossed on my mind, nor did I bother caring to think, that this song could be a worldwide mega hit and that she'd be the infamous (no shade here) Nicki Minaj we recognize today.
To be utterly honest, I didn't push an effort up on my ass to listen to her other songs when I knew that I totally enjoyed and loved "Super Bass."
Then a few more weeks after, KABAAAM! Nicki Minaj was all over the internet, news, and tvs. It was this song that made me a fan, yes, just a 'fan.'
I wasn't really all over her when she reached mainstream, tbfh.
And sometimes, the media, the internet, and even your friends tells you, and
also somehow controls you, for what you should & shouldn't be thinking about something, and that sort of backfired.
We all damn fucking know what people criticize of her, so I didn't bother
a time for her. *smdh*
A year has gone by.
Then she had "Starships" released. Again, I have listened to it the first
week it was put up on YouTube. I loved the party tune it brought, for those kinds
of vibes fascinates my spine. I did not think big. I enjoyed it, until I was able to familiarize,
and could mouth the words.
...then blah blah blah.
Now, there was a moment when she definitely caught my twirling eye.
I believe it was the most perfect timing ever. Like a BIG coincidence.
It was on her performance on "American Idol" that got my precious hard ass off-guard. Hell, it was the first time I've seen a performance of her. I haven't even seen the "Super Bass" music video up to that point. Anyway, here's why I believe it was a perfect timing...
I was upstairs, on my home, when my mother was watching AI at that time.
It was a Saturday, if I can remember. It was a show reply, yet my mom still watched
it even after she's already seen the episode twice the day before, LOL. (We're a day behind on the show, so a Friday).
While I was upstairs, I was pretty damn busy watching my favorite series that
I didn't have the urge to come down to even pee. Approximately, at the near moment of her performance, I should say, the show I was watching came to an end. So yeah, y'know what happened next. Finally I came down, then Nicki Minaj's performance rolled! I
stumbled on the sofa, sat through the whole performance 'till the commercial, without
even thinking of going to pee. It was like a magnet. I couldn't take my eyes off. There
were rainbows in my eyes. My mom was there, too. I remembered her saying, "Look at those boobs. They're huge." But I couldn't respond because I was so hypnotized by her movements, and the smiles she gave.
At that point, it's been history. My views about her has changed since then.
No fucks were given when I gushed out, to my friends recently, that I am a huge Nicki fan.
Even when my friends & I exchange texts, I somehow managed to make it even obvious
that I'm high for this woman.
Since then, I'm giving an effort to know Nicki and continued to appreciate her
I know it's a pretty one-dimensional, lame story, but hey, this is genuine, at least for me.
Meh, I'm tired.
To whomever has read this from top to bottom,