Thu, May 12, 2011 at 6:44 AM
It's always difficult to blog with tears streaming down your cheeks, when you been crying so much your face hurts... This is address to you... From day one I was drawn into you... You made me laugh.. I smiled like I didn't know I could... My first real convo with you was priceless, your smile still warms my heart.. What about you make me gravitate to you, I always questioned myself.. Look intro I see your carefree attitude mixed with your stubbornness which always challenges me... Being around you made my crazy-ness acceptable ... I lost you once...It hurt like hell... Now I have to choose to lose you for your happiness... I would never ask you to choose between me and her... I hate her for making you cry but what can I do? You chose this... Why do you allow yourself to be the mat she dusts her feet off? I know you love her but she doesn't love you the same in return.. Why must I be employed to bear your tears and wipe them away?... You said to me... "No dont go, My heart is involved"... How many times must I catch you before you see... It slays my soul to leave, but you leave me no choice....