Thu, Jul 14, 2011 at 7:56 AM
Dear Nicki/ E! Special
So i just watched the E! special on Nicki Minaj, and it made me love her even more. Seeing that special made me want to achieve my dreams even more. Lately, I've been very sad, and I've felt like I can't achieve anything anymore. I've felt that whatever I do, I can't do what I want to do in life and nothing will ever work out for me for the best. I've failed so many things in my life and I feel so bad because it's unfair because why is it that I can't get these great opportunites and other people can. Maybe I'm just being stuck up and concieted, but I feel as if no one cares about me, and I wil never get what I want in life. I've really lost hope in just about everything.
But when I saw Nicki Minaj's special on E!, I felt that if she could do it than I can! But i felt like who would ever give me a chance to fufill my dreams. But I'm trying to regain confidence and trying to believe in myself. I have a little bit of hope, but I have a lot of doubt right now. I'm usually always very optomistic but right now I feel like I can't achieve anything.
But when I saw her special i felt like I could really become the singer I want to be. So I want to write a letter to her lmaoo so here it goes!:
When I saw your special on E!, i got so inspired. I gained some confidence because I saw how you rose to fame, and if I actually put my mind to it, I could actually go and achieve my goal! You're my inspiration, i love your multiple personalities, your drive to work hard, and you're not afraid to be yourself. I love how you're so unique and you love to have fun! You really inspire me to get into the music business and pursue a career as a singer. I love you so much and I hope to meet you in the future and tell you how much you mean to me! I love you Nicki!
Love one of your barbz,