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Well these are the words i want to say to you but dont have the courage too. okay..i know you might get mad but i think we need a break. Yeah....sounds like we go out huh.....wish we did....but whatever. you seem to be getting attitude with me day after day. yoou know i love you but i really cant take much more. you're starting to get too complacent. thats not good niether is it healthy for me. We're like falling apart every other day. if im not mad you are. Sometimes i even start to question our friendship or whatever you want to call it. why are we friends if we stay mad at each other. I think we need time apart. Maybe it can help us out a little. I remember that time when i lost my phone and didn't really talk to you for like a week. when i finally got it back you seemed so excited. you were like "bay i missed you so much" i was like sooo happy the rest of work. i miss those days.....i miss the old us..... Now we're like so ugh. LIke whats new...nothing!!! i dont want to just stop talking or messing with you because i enjoy our time together but something has to change or im going to have to let you go... UGH!!! i hate even saying that. But it's the truth. i love you so much to the point where i almost love you more than i love myself....that cant happen. Even if it does.....i would want to be happy. Im not happy right now....i feel as though im chasing you. Thats a harsh feeling boo.....i hate it. But idk. Im hoping it will get better in time. idk.....i just dont know!!! :(