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"My heart's a stereo, it beats for you so listen close. Hear my thoughts in every note. This melody was meant for you, so sing along to my stereo..."

I'm in love with my best friend. He's the best thing that's ever happened in my life. He always brightens my day and makes it better. If only he felt that way about me... My best friend, unfortunately, doesn't feel the same way.
He does know about my attraction to him, which is a bit awkward, but I like it...
I'd rather him know than him ask me, if that makes sense..?
I really dislike sharing my emotions on the internet, but I can't talk about this with anyone. My parents think I shouldn't know what a condom is... Yeah...

What I love: He gets so jealous when I talk to other people. It makes me feel good that he cares who I talk to. He's super protective of me, like a bodyguard.
::I'm gonna call him SB, because that's his nickname from me... (There's a back story to that...)::
SB can't STAND my ex-boyfriend, Daniel. He cheated on me three times for the same whore. I don't blame him... I still like Daniel, but I wouldn't go back to him. Not after he screwed the dang whore. Ew. ._. (There's a LONNNNG back story from that...)

What should I do about him? I really think I love him. He's all I think about. He's my whole world now. I can't help but stare at him. He's just.... breathtaking. <3