Fri, Jun 28, 2013 at 1:43 PM
My name is Jamesha Jones. I am 21 years old and I am a motherless child. When I was born I didn't have parents , my grandmother raised me. When I was in my mother womb my mom was on the street tricking for money she also did drugs while I was inside of her. My mom didn't have any money to abort me like what she wanted to
do in the first place but she had me anyway cause my grandmother wouldn't give her any money cause my mom already had 2 abortions . When I was born I was born premature I was under weight so I had to say 1-2 days in the hospital on a feeding tube . When I got out my mom did something to me that no child should never have to go through, she had me drinking spoiled milk, I wasn't clean I had a severe diaper rash and I had thrash in my tongue from the milk I was drinking .
In the meantime while was mom was doing this she took it upon herself to steal clothes for drugs , so she called my grandma up and told her where I was at and my grandmother rushed to the house and took me straight to the hospital I stayed in the hospital for a while . When I got out my grandma treated me like her own daughter she spoiled me she fed me she made sure I was going to school and made sure I dressed and looked like somebody when I left for school . As I got older , I realize where my life would be without my grandma and from the looks of it if my grandma didn't come I would have been dead or in a foster care . I appreciate my grandmother to the upmost because she was my HERO in my life and still is.
Nicki has taught me to almost everything I needed to know about life and how you face it . I forgave my mom but I still can't forget it because my mom did me wrong and I am trying to forget it almost everyday because if I can't GOD isn't gonna bless me so I had to learn to forgive and forget . Nicki also taught me to stay in school and NEVER depend on a man to work my hardest because in the end they are still gonna talk regardless if its something good or bad . Nicki has taught me to never give up on my dreams and to keep my eyes on the prize and my dream one day is to help little girls in the world that is going through the same thing and to encourage them like Nicki is encouraging me .
I don't have much right now I barely have money and I don't have a job neither but someday I will have one but right now I'm just living and thanking GOD for what I do have . Nicki is more then a rapper to me she is my inspiration she has taught me alot of things I need to know , sort of like a big sister to me and I look up to her because she has went through worst then I have in her life has turned out great and I hope to follow in her footsteps one day.