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she's like meh second mama!!!

nicki is alike asavior like nicki belives in her self you should to baby. i ALWAYS had a low self- astem and raelly didnt balive in my self . on tha outside ppl thought i was an outgoing person but on tha inside ity was a whole differnet story i really didnt belive in myself at all.it was a guy a kinda liked but no body knew about it , he makes me smile and laugh. my frineds like him to but not tha way i like . i think he likes me to so i hope he askes me out tommorow . i only want tha truth from him and no bull ,he is atwin but hes tha not tha oldest his name is cameran .we talk every day at lunch and gym .my frineds ask him if he likes me but he said no.he also told me i wasnt girlfrind type!!!!!!!!!!!!! i jus wanted to cry lika baby i thought about it for a second . my other frined told me i was to smart to hava bf iwas like mabe u rit about dat .and i cant balive i belived him my gf said he likes me 75% and the otha 25% is holdin him back. i dont get it how one day u try to put yo arm aroud me and tha next day u say im not gf type!!!!!!!!!!! i just dont get him half tha tyme . why cant a boy jus make up his mind dont get tha waitin for tha rit moment when it dont happen.he flirt wit me all tha tyme i know he wanna go out wit me but i dont know wats stppin him. i hav natural beauty it looks lik i got eye liner on when i dont ther iz soooo many different things abuot me . i KNOW im not tha mos beautiful girl in tha world . i dont ac stuck up i dont get loud and getto (unless i need too wit some of my haters):)lol but nicki thanks for readin i know its pretty long but its not like im gonna tell him every thing i told u. i LUV U nicki and i can express my self to u and only u !!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo:P